Another month down!

So last Tuesday I had a consult with my RE again. He has decided that we will do the following plan:

Take metformin, folplex (a combo of B6, B12, and folic acid), and baby aspirin
Use OPKs to determine ovulation
After ovulation take 3 sets of shots to prepare my uterus for implantation

I thought that last Tuesday I had ovulated the weekend before, but a blood test proved negative. Then I took another blood test today just in case I did since then, but again I heard that I have not. So I told his nurse that we will just hold off this month and not worry about it. I would call her first thing when af shows her ugly face! I am totally pmsing! I just want my period to come so I do not have to worry about it this month. I am disappointed! I told C that if I don't ovulate again this next month, I will be going back to my RE to discuss this! In the past, I had ovulated every month and had no issues!!! But now, it seems like my body is totally screwed up! I am frustrated! I remember now why I decided not to pursue trying anymore!! I guess I need to take my temp again, too! I hate doing this, because it makes me think about it all! I HATE thinkng about it! I am relieved to know that when my family comes next week I can get plastered on Jello shooters and not care!

This has been a month! C's mom called and causes more problems! I really hope that this is the end of my dealing with her! I really have crossed the point of no return and would never like to talk to her again! We, also, heard that our SIL is trying to get a job out here! I swear, I will find a way for us to move if that happens!!! I hate living 4 states away from them, and it looks like they might all move out here!!! Luckily, there might be a chance if C gets a promotion that he is trying for! Honestly, I am praying that we move, even if they don't move here! It is more money, and yet the cost of living is cheaper! The problem is having to rent out 2 houses at that point! That is a scary issue we would have to deal with!

So on to the next month! It really sucks! WHY DO WE DO THIS TO OURSELVES???????